last year in september i went to see lorde in brighton with a big group of friends, one of many gigs i went to last year before i worked out that i don’t really like gigs so i should probably stop spending money to be anxious and distracted and disappointed for two or so hours of an evening. most of the gigs i went to last year were between sort of late spring and late autumn, mostly attended with selections of people from that group of friends, which was in the beginning a kind of combination of several smaller groups and which has since splintered and dissolved into different disparate groups once more, for various complicated (or perhaps not) interpersonal reasons. all of the gigs made me anxious and were not very enjoyable, to be quite honest, again for various complicated or not interpersonal reasons, as well as the fact that i am claustrophobic and i was very unwell for the whole year and not really able to stay standing or concentrate or Be In The Moment or do anything conducive to having a good time, and also some of the artists were artists i didn’t know very well and just felt like i Should Know so i then felt awkward and lost and conspicuous about the fact that i didn’t know the lyrics or whatever.
it drives you crazy, getting old
it drives you crazy, getting old
it drives you crazy, getting old
last year in september i went to see lorde in brighton with a big group of friends, one of many gigs i went to last year before i worked out that i don’t really like gigs so i should probably stop spending money to be anxious and distracted and disappointed for two or so hours of an evening. most of the gigs i went to last year were between sort of late spring and late autumn, mostly attended with selections of people from that group of friends, which was in the beginning a kind of combination of several smaller groups and which has since splintered and dissolved into different disparate groups once more, for various complicated (or perhaps not) interpersonal reasons. all of the gigs made me anxious and were not very enjoyable, to be quite honest, again for various complicated or not interpersonal reasons, as well as the fact that i am claustrophobic and i was very unwell for the whole year and not really able to stay standing or concentrate or Be In The Moment or do anything conducive to having a good time, and also some of the artists were artists i didn’t know very well and just felt like i Should Know so i then felt awkward and lost and conspicuous about the fact that i didn’t know the lyrics or whatever.